Rocio’s IEP 💚

After a few months of investigation it’s been determined Rocio does have an intellectual disability especially with reading, but everything they tested she had below average . I knew this but her father didn’t want to go through with it because he is the type who is all “nothing is wrong with her” type of personality who creates the stigma against those with disabilities and is embarrassed if his kids have it. I , on the other hand, just want her to get any help she needs to thrive in life, and thankfully in my state you only need one parents approval.

So happy for her, now she’s gonna get a lot more assistance and many doors will open for her 💚

New John Hopkins Mouse Study On Lyme Disease

So some really big news has surfaced for those who suffer from persistent lyme infection, which is many of us. I truly hope that this as well as newly increased research funds will hopefully put this slow moving ball into a fast pace. We all know well that this is take quite some time for patients to get help, acceptance, and understanding of Lyme disease and there I likely still so much undiscovered about this complex disease. I have contacted John Hopkins personally by phone and soon email to get more info on human trails and hope that by getting in their good graces I can hopefully hear of soon to be clinical trials for the many suffering: my friends, family, soon, soon. I truly believe soon.

———The scientists found that a combination of three antibiotics–daptomycin, doxycycline and ceftriaxone———————

A new study from researchers at the Johns Hopkins Bloomberg School of Public Health found that a slow-growing variant form of Lyme bacteria caused severe symptoms in a mouse model. The slow-growing variant form of Lyme bacteria, according to the researchers, may account for the persistent symptoms seen in ten to twenty percent of Lyme patients that are not cured by the current Lyme antibiotic treatment.

The study, published March 28 in Discovery Medicine, also found that these “persister” Lyme bacteria were resistant to standard single-antibiotic Lyme treatments currently used to treat Lyme patients, while a three-antibiotic cocktail eradicated the Lyme bacteria in the mouse model.

For their study, the scientists isolated slow-growth forms of the Lyme bacterium, Borrelia burgdorferi. They found that, compared to normal fast-growth forms, the slow-growing forms caused more severe arthritis-like symptoms and resisted standard antibiotic treatment in test tube as well as in a mouse model. The scientists found that a combination of three antibiotics–daptomycin, doxycycline and ceftriaxone–cleared the Lyme infection in the study mice. The scientists now hope to test the combination in people with persistent Lyme disease.

“There is a lot of excitement in the field, because we now have not only a plausible explanation but also a potential solution for patients who suffer from persistent Lyme disease symptoms despite standard single-antibiotic treatment,” says study senior author Ying Zhang, MD, PhD, professor in the Department of Molecular Microbiology and Immunology at the Bloomberg School.

Lyme disease afflicts about 300,000 people in the United States every year. It is caused by Borrelia bacteria that live inside common species of ticks and are transmitted to humans by tick bites. Treatment with a single antibiotic–either doxycycline, amoxicillin or cefuroxime–for two to four weeks clears infection and resolves symptoms in most patients. However, some 10 to 20 percent of Lyme patients who are treated continue to suffer persistent symptoms including fatigue, muscle and joint aches, and brain fog that can six months or longer.

This post-treatment Lyme disease syndrome has been controversial among many doctors, in part because studies of these patients usually have failed to show that Borrelia bacteria can be cultured from their blood, especially after treatment–a standard method for revealing the presence of an infection or relapse. However, Borrelia, like many bacteria, can switch under low-nutrient conditions or other stresses from their normal fast-growth mode to variant forms as in “stationary phase” with little or no growth.

Studies also have hinted that these stationary-phase variants can be killed with the right drugs. Research by Zhang and colleagues has shown that a combination of daptomycin, doxycycline and cefoperazone reliably kills cultures of B. burgdorferi that include stationary-phase variant forms.

In this new study, Zhang and colleagues grew stationary-phase B. burgdorferi and isolated two distinct no-growth forms, called microcolony and planktonic forms. They confirmed that these forms are resistant to standard antibiotics such as doxycycline and even two-drug combinations used for treating Lyme disease. They also showed that these stationary-phase forms, compared to normal-growing spiral forms of B. burgdorferi, cause worse Lyme disease-like symptoms in mice–chiefly inflammation and joint-swelling. However, treating these mice with the combination of daptomycin, doxycycline and ceftriaxone effectively eradicated the infection.

“A lot of physicians have been wanting to do clinical trials of antibiotic combinations in post- treatment Lyme disease syndrome patients, and now we have results in animals that support the idea of such trials,” Zhang says.

He and his colleagues are making plans for their own trial of the persister drug combination against post-treatment Lyme disease syndrome. They note that the idea of persister bacteria causing severe and persistent infections with varying susceptibilities to different drugs might apply to other infectious diseases in which symptoms sometimes persist, despite standard treatment.

Photophobia

A lot of times when I am too unwell to go up and down stairs, I am forced to staying down in the living room with the pull out couch. This photo was from my old home, but I had to put a thick blanket to cover the blinds (I cannot work, so black out curtains is not something I was willing to invest in when blankets did the job for me) because of my photophobia. I still have issues with bright lights and daylight, and you will often find my home to be very dark until I absolutely need light; which is depressing and not something I am a fan of in general. I am a very “bright” individual, from my personality , to clothes, to loving the sun, I love the light, so it has been a lot to accept that I can’t really enjoy that anymore without lots to steps necessary to dim the outside world. [Photo context: I had just finished rehanging the blanket up]

The Beginning Of Adulthood

In 2009, I lost a daughter I named Sophya Gisele.

Shortly after this I went and stayed with her father who was staying in Mexico until he fixed his Diplomatic status into a citizen status the legal way.

This entire ordeal led to months of severe abuse. We lived in a small home that had an iron door with quite a few locks. He would lock them all, move his large workout equipment in front of the window because I jumped out once to escape, and would keep me held hostage while he beat me.

On two occasions, I nearly died at his hands, once through strangulation of his hands. The second time he used our wire we used to hang clothes after washing them to strangle me. Afterwards I had marks on my necks that clearly showing I was being abused, but forced to cover them up while in scorching hot temperatures so “no one would know” as he instructed me to do so.

On both occasions I passed out and woke up to him sobbing and saying he was going to kill himself and wouldn’t hurt me anymore.

I didn’t believe him. But I was afraid of my life and chose to oblige and comfort him during the times he was apologizing.

He threatened to kill my family, and told me the only way I would return to the US is in a body bag.

When I returned to the US I had 18 bruises all over my body that I hid with turtle necks and scarves. I was stalked and threatened for months, photos of me walking anywhere that wasn’t my home were sent to me reminding me that he had people watching my every move. I have countless emails tucked away still of him apologizing profusely, then saying I was the worst thing in his life, to saying he was better off without me, to begging me to return.

Years later, he apologized and claimed he was heavy into drugs which was the cause. A year or so after this apology, he contacted me saying he was with a woman who “just like you, accused me of abuse.” I guess it was his way of seeing if he still had a hold of me emotionally, which he did at the time even if it was years later.

It took me over 5 years to stop having full blown flashbacks, of me avoiding streets that had memories of us, and from curling up into a ball crying and shaking whenever I had something trigger me.

To this day, sudden moves STILL frighten me. Even now, the person I trust the most will touch me and I will get startled and sometimes even will have a panic attack because of it. I still have triggers I have to avoid as best as I can.

Before any of this happened, I was very quiet, reserved, unable to speak up for myself. I would quietly cave to anyone and everyone and was often stepped all over. I thank him for giving me a voice. I thank him for paving the way I molded myself. I thank him for making me kind, humble, but intolerant of those who try to push me around.

Please remember that we all have our past. We all have our dark parts. Many people suffer terribly at the hands of others. I wish this world wasn’t so cold and cruel. I try my best to not judge, to be kind to strangers, to smile when I walk past someone in the grocery store. I try to remember that so many people passed me in the streets of Guanajuato and none of them stopped to try to make me smile. None of them spoke up when they saw my broken smile, the sadness in my eyes, the bruises on my body. I remember this, and try to be the absolute best I can be so that someone who is going through what I did, or going through anything difficult in their life, has a little bit of happiness and hope, even if it’s only for a few seconds of their day.